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One Wild Ride



For the neurodivergent mind, having a rigid schedule is typically helpful. The issue with this type of schedule is that once one settles into it, doing anything outside of it can be very disorienting.

When it comes to committing your life to serving Yeshua (Jesus), one must prepare for such "upsets" of the proverbial apple cart. God is a spur-of-the-moment kind of God.  And you had better fasten your seatbelts and get ready for a wild and unbelievably rewarding ride.

Initially it will feel disorienting, but soon you will realize just how healthy it is to get out of the rut of obsessive compulsive "order".  

I had quite the "upset" today and it was truly one of the best days of my life.  I was sent on a mission of outreach to someone in unbelievable emotional pain and all they needed was Jesus! 

There is nothing more rewarding than being the bearer of Good News to those in need.  Acts of service heal the mind better than any therapist.

It's a truly glorious and healing way to live. 
"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us" Eph 3:20
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